Everybody is doing something with their lives... and me... I'm just here... not going to school... don't have a job yet.  Something or someone needs to help motivate me to do something.  I keep thinking that stores and other businesses will hire someone else who's better for the job... so why should I even apply? I keep thinking that.  How can I change?

Slowly leaving...

Today my parents and I are going to the Lake Elsinore home... we're doing that a lot lately.  Each weekend we go there and unpack little by little... it actually looks like a home :)(: a very pretty home :)(:  I wish I could say that I am really excited... don't get me wrong I am really excited... but my friends are down here... in the Pasadena area.  Whenever my friends want to hang out on the weekend, sadly I can't... well actually I can but then that would mean that I would need a ride wherever we're hanging out at and then a ride home... because I don't know how to drive yet... which is a total bummer.  I want to drive but I'm so scared of getting into an accident and injuring or even worse... killing... someone else.  Sorry, side note.  And then I would come home and go nowhere for 2 more days until my parents get home.  I don't know.  

Ok.... there was my short short story of my life....