Thomas Kinkade

Hello... anyone there?

Ok, I read "How Colleges Can Identify Depressed Students" on the computer. Everything that they said is true for me. How can I get rid of this? Is there a cure? I don't want to take medication, so the best choice for me right now is to see a psychiatrist. It doesn't work for me though. Whenever I was depressed and I needed to see my psychiatist, it wouldn't be my day, and whenever I would see my psychiatrist, I would have nothing to talk about because I would be happy.... blah. Blah to everything. Life is so crazy. It has it's ups and downs. Maybe I should make a "Depressed Journal" and write in it only when I'm depressed. Write about how I'm feeling that day, what triggered the depression, etc. But that's where laziness comes in. I'm too lazy to do a lot of things now. KILL DEPRESSION. KILL LAZINESS.

‎"For attractive lips, speak words of kindness. For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, let a child run his or her fingers through it once a day. For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone."
Audrey Hepburn

"The hair GOD gave me is a beautiful crown. My arms, my neck, my nose and my ears - they are like precious jewels. My skin type and body shape are woven together like the costliest fabric. My genes are nourished to fruition by culinary delicacies. GOD is impassioned when He declares, "The splendor I had given you made your beauty perfect."

Michelle Graham

Laughs and tears :)(:

Hello, hello. How are you this fine evening? Would you like to take a walk with me down memory lane? Good. Let's go.

First I was born. Who remembers that? Fast forward 5 years. Surgery and all that jazz. Being normal and free... yay? Fast forward again. Another surgery. Fast forwrd . Another surgery. Fast forward. Gamma Knife. Fast forward. Having faith in GOD. Having my ups and downs in life, just like everyone else. Getting baptized. Finally, giving my testimony.

I am blessed to have the life that I have. My friends, family, and the people I bump into and have long converstions with. I can see little by little that my life is changing for the better. Yay!

Testimony

Ok, on Thursday I gave my testimony to my college group, which I wanted to do a few months ago, but as Thursday was coming around the corner, I had my doubts. Well, I did it. On Thursday when the Pastor called my name to stand in front and give my testimony, I could feel my heart pounding, and for a brief second, I wanted to run out the door. One of the first things I said was that I wasn't going to look at anyone while giving my testimony because if I did, I might laugh. At least that made a few people laugh :)(: There were a couple of people that shed some tears. I had to stop reading for a few seconds to wipe away the tears dripping down my cheek. I read it at home and didn't cry, so why how come I did on Thursday? My testimony was 41/2 pages long, but when I was reading it, it seemed as if it were much shorter. I really hope that my testimony touched the lives of many people. After I was finished, many people gave me hugs and said that I did a great job!
A friend said that they see a wonderful change in me. I'm glad that they do.