On Facebook, I joined so many brain tumor and traumatic brain injury groups. There are people just like me out there spread across the U.S. They know what I'm going through. I would read their stories and I would so relate. Sheesh, I really wish that I could hang out and become friends with at least one of them. Sometimes it feels like no one understands what I'm going through. Simple things can make me cry. Simple things can make me angry. I act so much younger than my age. I still live with my parents. I haven't even had a boyfriend before. My bday is next month and I'll be 30. THIRTY!! And I haven't even had a boyfriend. That's pathetic. I'm pathetic. I want to just be normal again. You know... as I grow older, I see how much life does "suck". It's not fair to any of us; it certainly isn't for me.
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