My life right now sucks! I said it... sucks! It feels like I have no one in my little bubble. I'm 30... in ten more years I'll be 40... and where has my life gone? I'm still a child. I do childlike things all the time. When people say "just stop" I wanna just punch them. They don't know how I'm feeling... they only know the me that they see. The same with everyone else. My tooth is gone... I'm lazy... there's nothing to do at home (except watch tv and read, but I really don't want to do those all day). It's super boring because none of my friends are down here. April has her baby and a husband... but I have none of those. I really just want a boyfriend. Maybe I'll never have one. All of these horrible thoughts get into my brain when I feel down.
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