Ok I've noticed something going on for a little while. He wouldn't invite me anywhere, he seemed like he didn't even want to see me, and he seemed very distant. There were so many thoughts going in and out of my head. We're not acting like bf and gf anymore. We haven't for a long time. When we broke up, we were inside of his car on the freeway for 3 hours. 3 hours! There was so much traffic, and we had to take a detour. I was kind of thinking about getting out of the car and calling a parent to come and pick me up, but I didn't of course. I wanted to act like an adult for once. He only told me he wanted to be friends after I told him what he's been doing. So if I didn't tell him anything then we'd still be together? But I would still be cut out of everything and feel isolated and lonely? He should've just told me when he just wanted to be friends. O well. I really liked him and I wanted things to work, but I guess he didn't. My first and last.
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