Tuesday, June 4, 2019

The big D (depressed)

Ok, I thought if or when I had a boyfriend I would feel a lot differently (in a good way).  Ever since my graduation (5/23) I have been depressed and it is 6/6.  I feel that my life is worth absolutely nothing.  My life is going nowhere.  I look at Nasrin and she just got her Bachelor's Degree, and she's going for her Master's and then her Doctorate.  Wow!  And she has her entire family pushing her to be her best.  What do I have?  Parents who don't push me at all.  I want to feel needed.  To feel wanted.  I know, I shouldn't compare.  My mom compares so much, so guess who I got that from?

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